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Name: Niyah
State: New Jersey
Birthday: 10/20/1988
Gender: Female
Interests: singing, dancing, balling, making ni99as laff, chillin wit mi ni99as, boiz uMm yeha boiz,DEMARIO THORNTON!! O yeha!
Expertise: uMm gotta b luvin DeMario Thornton. Luving RazB yeha thats it...Lmao
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AIM:  Melo0zmissess
Yahoo:  demarioswifey6
Member Since:
12/3/2002
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| Wassup....
i'm baq like cook crack! nah lol but uh anyway let talk about my day! I was kinda ko0l... i dont remember doing anything spectac but it was good enough =]... no drama lol but i did hear about ppl running thei mouths but thas nuthing new because them the same ppl that wont say it to nobody face so u know what i say... fuck em lol
i need to relax and enjoy he rest of the time i got in mcnair w/ the pplz that i have u know i dont need to worry about punk niggas... holla! but man oh man rick, hes the best and i love chillen w/ this guy, hes becoming another one of my best friends an thas madd bangin! of course we chilled today after i handled my b.i but they got something planned for me this weekend(him n his mother) but thas iight because they dont have to tell me, i think i know what it is... that candle light dinner! if it is... i die now! but anyway, i have nothing else really juicy besides the fact that the suns won yesterday night and i was so proud! I have a newly found hero in raja bell of the phoenix suns, u know y?? b/c mone took kobe ass out yesterday with a clothes line! and what i do?? i cried.... it was the best! i gotta go watch the game now so i cant be too0 much longer!
thats all for now folks... next time i might have some jokes for you, you never know!
Holla @ a star!!
"Tell me the truth" 11.26.05
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| Wowwwyyyy!! Its been a lo00ong time coming man... xanga xanga xanga, i am waaaayyyyy behind lol... u miss me?? you have no choice! Major turnarounds in my life =\ but its all a growing experience... hummmm where shall i start? Oh i kno! Not such a crazy B2K fan like i used to b, y u ask? B/c there is no B2K lol.. broke up a couple of years ago... now i got other music to deeply appreciate b/c music is my LIFE!! But... here i go
--->TO THE BESTEST FRIEND I HAVE HAD IN MY ENTIRE LIFE (Jordy)
--->TO MY CHICK WHO KNOW I GOT HER BACK 4 LIFE (Jazzy)
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ummm... where should i start?? lol son we been through it all the fightin, shoppin, school, dancin, partyin, every fuckin thing! U already know what it is, we movin on to college together, i think** lol but most likely.. im always here, ooooo we been so0o0o bad lol
--->TO THE LOVE OF MY LIFE (Rick Ishman)
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waddup punk?? 11.26.05 mark an o0oo so special day of my life... the day, well you know lloll, damn Rick u and i are the truth... why we didnt been do this man... being young and frontin =) anywayzzzzzz... juss to let you know, though u know already i love you bebe  never let it drive us apart...
There goes the two most important friends i have, but the list goes on from Dajia to Babi Gurl to Tave to Anto to Les to Joy to Kiya to Rhys and so forth...
(((( THE DRAMA ))))
Everybody got they own share of drama... but these dayz... i dont think im going to make it...
firstly... im damn near 18 years old and u know im startin to sway away from my old ways and calm the hell down... but... on the flipside of the coin theres only so muchh you can take... listen up theres a bunch i wanna say..
"it always i mean always is a female that makes me wanna whip they ass... two of them this day that i swear my patience is winding dowwn... -Iris now this bitch just dont get it... Rick dont want you!! U dunno me so keep my name out yur mouth! This bitch done already set up some lies that made me wanna kill Ricky but we worked it through (Rick told his momz on me lol) but now even after ppl keep on tellin her n keep on tellin her that he wifed up, she still in pursuit, see now bitch you've crossed the line... i swear before god the next time i see her im whaling off and thas that! imma really hurt that girl... next week have -Alasha God help me w/ her b/c im 2 secs away from throwin away all the work i put into changin... this fuckin bitch, yes fuckin bitch(strong curse), imma kill her ass... shes testing me more n more everyday. u no... its amazin how ppl talk sooooo0o much on da low but when its time to come out the play the innocent role, for years i've put up w/ her shit cuz we used to be madddd tight, no doubt, but then she showed her ways that fuckin bitch...im more recent hours, shes been running her mouth on the low and actin type bralikk @ sweet fifteen cuz her "so-called" friends were there... whoaaaaaa bitch you got the game fucked up cuz the only reason y i didnt murder ur punk ass up in there was b/c it was my daughters party... if it werent for Melissa ha... i swear u so fuckin lucky and her sister would have caught it to0 if she didnt apologize and act like a fuckin punk... bitch got it fuckin twisted... i swear to god after all these senior priorities(prom, trip, graduation) are over w/ imma get you, on my dead aunt and it better not be in front of jaz b/c you will catch it and catch it badly! i promise, my hand b4 God... you better not get me locked up either! if u do... u'll catch it worst... dont get me wrong i would say this to yur face but i cant look @ you for a long period of time w/o the urge to rip u apart... u coward bitch, you talk so much shit but cant even lo0k me in the face! aaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhh >=[ i wanna hurt you physically and its frustratin that i must wait...
)))) BACK TO THE HAPPY DAYZ ((((
Shoutout to my juniors who attended SemiFormal... it was freakin awesome! Lifes Life and theres nothing i can do about it...lol i smile more nowadays and i've always had alot of friends but there are occasions like above where im going backward to the old badass Niyah... but in the words of my beloved "heyYy...Thas Life" (Ishman u r the best... love you money!)
Thas enuff i believe... unitl next time...
11.26.05 "Tell me the truth..." | | |
| Dayum, i havent been on this bitch in a min... since 2003 to be exact , thas a shame son. Well imma let yall know that my predictions from my previous entry was actually right, that dayum concert was the best concert i went to in my life! Tears like a motherfucka... dayum shame! Back to the present, since 2003 NIYAH has found alot more boys to luv in reality and in my dreams. That summer of 2003 loads of drama, perhaps the most i have ever faced in my life and more than i will ever face in my life, One perso is responsible for wrapping my stupid naive ass under his wing and he happens to be a mixed( PR and black) nigga that loved me just as much i loved him but he wasnt exactly stable. Thanx {you know your name, someof you might 2} for helping me grow that summer.
----> Following that situation... i got split again, the loves of my lives called it quits and then my 2 or my 3 best friends, one played me and called it quits on me too! Dayum i fell apart but i had a backbone and pulled it together with my 2 still remaining(expecially 1 bcuz if he ever planned on leaving me, i would cut his ass...thas how much i love you boo mwah*)
.: i2004! :.
Dayum wat a year... a couple of more people i added to my list of booz and my fucking assholes though i appreciate all of them becuz they all caused a growing experience for me. The summer was a wild one. Some sneaking out(not i), messing with older heads(not i again), but around me there was alot of BIG steps being taken by my dearest friends. DRAMA was always there and i had madd fights that year. I got into alot of new stuff good and bad. That summer around the end of July i think i met a guy that i still hold dear to my heart...and i dont even know why. He should remain nameless but i really do believe i love this boy even though i never went with him. I believe if i would have i would still be with him happy as ever, i dont understand that because i had so many times that i could have had him and now that hes gone i really miss him(his hold, his touch, his kiss, lol) Dayum he might be mad at me cause listening to what everyone else had to say is the reason i dont have him. STUPID SHORTY!!!! >=O...
I had madd crushes that turned into relationships that were just a waste of time. I wonder when GOD is gonna let me be happy with a dude and not let everyone i meet be a dayum mess and me wind up empty handed!
)*(2005)*(
I find myself chillen on my creep and i will keep that part to myself, no sex this year either! SUX oh well though. I've seen some of my niggas get crushed in situations and shit and some of my dumb ass friend fucking continue to put their bidness out there and again get into some more drama! Im not always going to be there standing by that side sister! The best friend i believe i will ever have in my life, I LOVE YOU, i swear to my dead aunt grave and i believe that it has become so strong that if you would fuck up in any way i would forgive you for anything! I LOVE YOU son and thas becuz sometimes when i thought my world was over you were there so i could lie my head on you *BROAD* shoulder. Like wisw with you. Alway have been my crutch when others have just worried about theirself and let me fall. this month marks the first time i met you 5 years ago and i swear i will have something for you by the end of this month -love you 4 life boo and sorry for all the inconviences we have had all through those years!
Now as to my love life... some guys have stepped back into my life that were there before. I think 3 to be exact, 2 i used to love and the one who was first i think hes feeling it again and getting to know him again after # years of seperation has been good...we're getting close, whats gonna happen? We already had our kiss again after # years and some kind of experience(not what yall thinking ya nasties!) 2. is just a sweet heart and he would do anything for me and i think he love me and i dunno about him. He becomes real annoying but hes a good boy and would never ever play me...but he gets put to the side sometimes hes weird. Bumber 3 is like the most unexpected return that i have ever faced and this was just recent and he wants me back after he told me that he likes how i've grown and changed, this muthafucker had so much turmoil put into my life i dunno... i leaned in and fell for him a little more, i wonder if thats a mistake, hey time will tell!
Iight i put yall on heavy. Dont no one be asking me who im talking bout cuz im not telling! lol i gave enough clues and if you that nosey, you can sit there and put the pieces of the puzzle together. Well i'll holla lata babes remember
~*Niyah*~ <3s u & TI and MELO!
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| Yay!!!!!!! only one week away from the b2k concert in New York!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm souped ass hellllll!!!!
i noe imma cry sooooo much... good god imma cry ma eye out...ferreal...i went and got ma belt made today...its real cute..it got razb on it and it got a heart on the side...its hot...and i put ma jumpsuit in the place so they can spray paint it and i'll have it by Monday...then imma get this picture of raz placed on ma wife beater...and yeah imma look mad cute...me and lay...we taking mad pix!!!! Thats for dayum shore!
imma really hav a great time then imma b right here tellin yu how it went!!! mwah!**
~*Niyah*~ | | |
| Happy Birthday Kiya!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! | | |
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